Need a Nap Before I Wake Up

I can’t get up in the mornings because when I did I couldn't stay awake. I cannot seem to remember my reason for living, for being alive, for being born, for waking up, for walking out of illusions. I am stuck on all the things I will feel over whelmed by, the anxiety, the distress wears me out before I even roll out of bed. I need another nap just to recover from the moment of waking up.