Thinking of JFK, Bobby Kennedy, the Cuba missile crisis
and Ven. Master Hua fasting during those times to diffuse the world war III, I
realized I had been wrong. I lost my way
in these past three years. I have lived
in fear and pretense in defense for this and that. Shr Fu didn’t say, living beings are to
suffer, they will have to learn on their own.
He did what he could to prevent suffering of living beings and benefit
them even if they keep creating destruction.
He had faith and hope in them. I
have lost my way and have gone bitter and scared. I shall change these ways.
