I passed out in the afternoon for 4 hours. I was so tired and in so much pain. My chest, thymus was strapped with darkness. It finally cleared with contemplation of Earth
Store Sutra. As it cleared I saw it was
linked to my sciatic where my butt cheeks controlled my mobility, my mobility
to move forward in life. My lower back,
bum, and knees all hurt.
What has been inflamed, sore, and in pain since January
is my upper back behind the heart, it’s sadness that has surfaced. I saw pains from experiences linked to this
person that person who called me names, yelled at me, belittled me, treated me
as a dump and the passing of my dog Yoyo.
I am not sad he died, a dog’s life is hard. I just miss that friendship is all.
