Woke up with my mind going off on the same broken records
about this person, that person, this situation blah…. It was a pretty long
incessant chatter. Then it dawned on me,
it was me who keeps playing these records and I am glued to it and I abandon my
doors for thieves etc… Then I remembered
I needed to just shut up.
Today was another day of pain. I felt so sick, I felt deathly sick. I felt a choker around my thymus, it was dark
brown, some sort of grief engulfing me.
I also had a bad headache.
