Present Moment

Slowing down or falling behind?

When I am at home, I don't want to be anywhere else. Nothing else seems to exist. When I am at work, I don't want to be anywhere else. When I am at the monastery, I can't remember anything else except for what is right in front of me. Nothing else seems to exist, no drama, no red tape, nothing. Everything seems to get checked at the door. Some people don't understand what I can't seem to understand.

Is something wrong with me? As others will, will it into me.

Have I been slowing down to the present? Or really, am I falling behind and really out of it.